it is raining and i want to curl into your body because on days like this i remember that i am very small and that the universe is sometimes unfeeling enough to separate two people who should be wrapped around each other and watching the rain fall. it is raining and sometimes i am unfeeling, too, so i forgive the universe, but trust me when i say i was where i could touch you, where we could both make forts out of blankets and eat popcorn and watch a movie and on days like this, rain just makes me lonely. i am so tiny, astronomically, and you are not here to witness me.